
I guess I just don't understand what is so great about these things. When
Easton was born I was blessed (or cursed) with a new sense of supersonic hearing, and was able to hear his every move. This prevented me from getting any sleep for his first few weeks of life. In our small apartment in Eugene, we didn't really see the need for a baby monitor since he was in the room right next to us and I could hear him so well.
Finally over the past couple of months
Easton has begun to sleep better...pretty much all night long, which has been amazing. When he would wake up in the night, we'd let him cry himself back to sleep, and this provided me with hours more sleep each week. Fast forward to now...we moved in with family and are no longer the only ones trying to sleep in this house. E slept better here than he ever has in his short life...he sleeps down the hall and if he wakes up he goes back to sleep because I never heard him. But his room is right next to Steve's parent's room, and they informed us that on occasion they could hear him crying once in awhile at night. So then we (Steve) decided that maybe we should get a baby monitor, so that we can hear him and get to him if we need to before he wakes other people up.
We've had this thing for a few nights and I totally hate it. Steve puts it next to him and turns it down really low, and thinks that only he will hear him. It became obvious to me last night that that won't work, seeing as how at 3:15 am I was wide awake listening to
Easton whine, while Steve was sound asleep. Slowly he wakes up and taps me on the leg. How nice of him to inform me that our child is awake. So now I'm torn...he wasn't screaming...just whining, only it seemed like screaming because it was amplified by this monitor. Do I get up and try to calm him down and get him back to sleep? Or let him cry it out? I voted for letting him cry, but I lost. So I go in there and try to calm him down, and he does, but I can't leave while he's still awake because of those 2 great little words: separation anxiety. I have to wait until he's totally out until I can leave. That's why I'm all about letting him cry for awhile...it will be good for him to learn to get himself back to sleep.
So, my nights are now going to be ruled by a dumb baby monitor. It wouldn't be that bad if I, like Steve, could return to my previous state of sleep in 5 seconds...but it takes me more like an hour to get back to my peaceful slumber. I'm wondering if he really has been sleeping as well as I thought, or if we just didn't hear him when he would wake up in the middle of the night. Either way, I was thoroughly enjoying my eight hours of sleep and happy morning baby.
Now I shouldn't blame this all on the baby monitor (although i really do hate it)...he is teething, which I'm sure is part of the reason for the waking up. I know I blame everything on the teeth...but I swear they're coming...I can actually see them this time. I have tried for 8 and a half months to be able to sleep through all his little noises and tune out his crying, so it kills me that we actually went out and bought a device that amplifies those noises to an annoying degree. Ironic.